The climate is getting warmer. The women are getting tanner. This time of the year, Weekend nights end early dawn. As I light up the leftover spliff from the night before, I begin to ponder on my journey thus far. As I take another hit, trying to cloud the idea of time wasted. I begin to think about my life’s purpose. Where did all the time go? I used to imagine being on Forbes 9 years ago. Now i’m on a 6 hour flight hoping this play goes smoothe once I land.. Theres a lot at stake these days. At times I ask myself is any of this is worth it. I’d be remised if I said I didn’t enjoy what comes with this life that chose me. The constant travel to different cities. The high I get from the city lights once the sun retires for the evening. The potent but brief romances with different women. The exquisite dinning, furthermore expanding my food palette. The connections, & the people I meet along the way that becomes family. All of this is what keeps me fortified. I tried going back to living a regular life. Working a regular job. I F**^ing hated it! & With this precious life that was gifted to us shouldn't be wasted on doing things we hate. You could literally die tomorrow. And that would really suck if you died living a life you hated. So being the natural radical that I am, I decided to roll the dice. & If I don’t like what I get , i’ll roll em twice. & keep rolling them until i’m on a roll! If God grants me a long life i’d hope to settle down one day with a wife a kids. Until then…….